I can't really explain things better than the song I'm going to post at the end, but I'm going to try, for me because I need too. But I'll force you to read my stuff (or at least make you scroll over it) to get to the song. As I've gone on to type, I've realized that it is two songs. So you will get them at the end.
Every time I spin around I swear I see your face in the crowd
I spend the next couple seconds searching, but everything is so loud
Then I get back to my sense and realize that you aren't here
There is no reason, you wouldn't want to show me your face I fear
I don't know why I keep dragging my feet through that same muddy water
Just getting my feet wet, treating my mind like cannon fodder
I need to find a new way to walk, a new path to let my eyes see
There will always be an overlap, but maybe I can finally set my mind free
I would give up everything, save nothing to put a smile on your face
Just to see you happy, jumping, dancing, and uplifted, would be my biggest grace
To see those feet fly around the floor, skimming and pushing it around
This is when you are most beautiful, it wouldn't be far fetch to be on your head a crown
But for now I'll just sit here and stare at the ceiling as I lay in bed
Wondering, what do I have to do to take back my head
But part of me doesn't ever want to get any of it back
Just letting you roam about it, even though I get a mild anxiety attack
Even though it hurts to see your face everywhere I crawl
It hurts even more when you don't even speak to me, nothing at all
Not hearing how your day goes, or something big that happens in your life
Makes me feel down,and fills my head with strife
I'm just like any other human being, I just want to be genuinely loved
Nothing else, just wanted, needed, just to be somebodies beloved
So here I'll just stand my ground, and try not to move
Because that's the best option, one of solitude
SO here are the two songs I was talkin abouts...
Feast your ears.
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