Being alone is the worst feeling,
It makes your stomach go reeling.
Its a feeling that is the worst,
Nobody ever wants it first.
Christmas is a time that brings family together,
One time a year to be remembered forever.
But for some reason it can't fill that hole,
As having a lover in a tight hold.
While the snow and presents are nice,
It just doesn't fill your life with spice.
Nothing will give you that jittery buzz,
Like somebody who loves you just cuz.
I'll stand outside your house in 10 foot snow,
Just to show that I love you ever so.
There is no place I'd rather be, then in your arms,
More so than santas work shop, or the farm.
So here is to all you couples of this Christmas time,
Don't be ashamed of what you have let it shine.
For these are the happiest moments your life,
So guys don't be afraid to make or keep her as your wife.
This time of year is special for many reasons,
You realize what youve got and what is missing.
A time to reflect and look back on life,
To realize what is import in our little world.
So here is to Christmas and all it's holiday cheer,
To a world that will be fruitful and make many happy.
Winter weather and snuggling by the fire with hot coco,
Let it snow and may your Christmas be merry and white.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Long time no see | A True Love
So.. I honestly doubt any of you who originally followed me are still doing so since I haven't posted in awhile.. And for that I'm sorry. Its not like I can pick up poetic inspiration out of no where, and plus since about June I was working a job out of state, and then I came back to school, then there was the release of Battle Field 3, which in my opinion is amazing, yes there are flaws, but the game plays damn well.
So this probably won't be super long, but her, you get what you "pay" for I spose. And again, you are more than welcome to use this material, just give credit should you decide too. Unless you are trying to impress a girl/boy you can just say that you made it up, and just tell me later, would make me feel good to know that you used it to impress a girl.
A True Love:
When I look into your eyes all I see is the world,
A place where beauty, elegance, and pride are all swirled.
When I look at you I don't see this amazing, beautiful, hot, and rockin' body,
I see a thoughtful and thankful person, who is as intelligent as Ghandi.
I can't seem to get my mind off of thoughts of you,
As the rap "artists" would put it "I couldn't imagine it with out you being my boo."
Day and night, I randomly get thoughts of us together,
So I find something to cuddle up with and try not to smother.
Life is short and we are supposed to do all we can,
So all I can do is try to tell you that I, am indeed your biggest fan.
I wouldn't trade what we have for all the money on the planet,
Because I know what we have, is as solid as granite.
I always say that you and your soul are beautiful,
I say it, I speak the truth, even if it makes me seem a little juvenile.
While you may not see it as true, you could ask any guy and they'd agree,
I just want to show, that there won't be anybody to treat you as good as me.
To some the definition of true love is hard to come across,
There are all those who say they'd die for love, but that leaves somebody at a loss.
Others would give up everything they had to be with that person,
But that won't make anything better, it will only worsen.
While I'm not perfect, I think that I've got an idea of what it could be,
It's not giving up everything, It's not dying for it, but a simple decree.
Loving somebody to the ends of the earth is about putting them first and knowing it,
A simple way to show you care not giving up everything to love and cherish the grace they emit.
I can't control your life, and the path you chose to follow,
Just the thought of a man making you feel bad, just turns me hollow.
So all I want to say, is that a guy like me will always treat you right,
Not always the most attractive, but we will try to make everyday of yours bright.
No matter the case, by your side I will always stand,
To catch you when you're down bringing you back up and smile like when you see your favorite band,
Everyday to give you wings that free you and make you feel like a dove,
Now that, that is indeed true love.
So there you have it.
In case you didn't know, my poetry is written in a blurt out style... Meaning once it gets typed I don't erase it or change it (minus spelling corrections), that way its all me and true. In case you were curious.
So this probably won't be super long, but her, you get what you "pay" for I spose. And again, you are more than welcome to use this material, just give credit should you decide too. Unless you are trying to impress a girl/boy you can just say that you made it up, and just tell me later, would make me feel good to know that you used it to impress a girl.
A True Love:
When I look into your eyes all I see is the world,
A place where beauty, elegance, and pride are all swirled.
When I look at you I don't see this amazing, beautiful, hot, and rockin' body,
I see a thoughtful and thankful person, who is as intelligent as Ghandi.
I can't seem to get my mind off of thoughts of you,
As the rap "artists" would put it "I couldn't imagine it with out you being my boo."
Day and night, I randomly get thoughts of us together,
So I find something to cuddle up with and try not to smother.
Life is short and we are supposed to do all we can,
So all I can do is try to tell you that I, am indeed your biggest fan.
I wouldn't trade what we have for all the money on the planet,
Because I know what we have, is as solid as granite.
I always say that you and your soul are beautiful,
I say it, I speak the truth, even if it makes me seem a little juvenile.
While you may not see it as true, you could ask any guy and they'd agree,
I just want to show, that there won't be anybody to treat you as good as me.
To some the definition of true love is hard to come across,
There are all those who say they'd die for love, but that leaves somebody at a loss.
Others would give up everything they had to be with that person,
But that won't make anything better, it will only worsen.
While I'm not perfect, I think that I've got an idea of what it could be,
It's not giving up everything, It's not dying for it, but a simple decree.
Loving somebody to the ends of the earth is about putting them first and knowing it,
A simple way to show you care not giving up everything to love and cherish the grace they emit.
I can't control your life, and the path you chose to follow,
Just the thought of a man making you feel bad, just turns me hollow.
So all I want to say, is that a guy like me will always treat you right,
Not always the most attractive, but we will try to make everyday of yours bright.
No matter the case, by your side I will always stand,
To catch you when you're down bringing you back up and smile like when you see your favorite band,
Everyday to give you wings that free you and make you feel like a dove,
Now that, that is indeed true love.
So there you have it.
In case you didn't know, my poetry is written in a blurt out style... Meaning once it gets typed I don't erase it or change it (minus spelling corrections), that way its all me and true. In case you were curious.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
A wonderful world of snow
So for those of you who don't know yet, the wonderful college world that I attend is covered in ice and snow. So it's kind of cold here. So Friday night it was 10 below and I went outside and boy was that a mistake. Actually the outside part wasn't so bad but other things were but I'll leave that for another day when I care to remember things that are unfortunate. But now ont the real reason for this post, like anyway ago I promised my friend Hannah that I would right a poem about snow and a winter wonderland so now I'm doing this and I must apologize for the delay.
Watching the ground go from green to white,
Gives people the chills and fright.
But to me on the other hand the world is nice,
I wouldn't have it any other way, than covered in ice.
This is no better time to hold a loved one,
To snuggle up, just knowing they are the one, never wanting to run.
The time to hold hands, rub noses, and watch each other blush,
Just knowing your hand is warm cause of theirs is a rush.
Sleigh rides and candy canes, sledding and skating,
These are the most wonderful things about winter there's no debating.
Watching young couples in love, skating around falling all over,
The best thing is seeing the sparkle in her eyes when he says he loves her.
Then there are the snow angels, so innocent and pure,
The only way to make one perfect is with a helping hand for sure.
To watch somebody wiggle around uncermoniously is quiet fun,
It's so ridiculous I'd almost have to run.
The winter is so full of fun, sleigh rides, sledding, and snowball fights,
The world is so grand at these times it's hard to even come in at night.
I want to run and play forever, I like the snow can it stay forever,
Well maybe not forever but for atleast awhile, but not a never.
A new place a new time where the sun always shines,
There will be a time for you and me, to get away from the working grind.
For then we will play all day, not in the hay but so very far away,
Cause maybe, just maybe there will still be snow in may.
Just thought I'd throw that one out there and I am indeed not the best, but I have never told that I am the best. I just do what I love. Writing is a passion of mine, and I'll probably do it till the day I die.
Watching the ground go from green to white,
Gives people the chills and fright.
But to me on the other hand the world is nice,
I wouldn't have it any other way, than covered in ice.
This is no better time to hold a loved one,
To snuggle up, just knowing they are the one, never wanting to run.
The time to hold hands, rub noses, and watch each other blush,
Just knowing your hand is warm cause of theirs is a rush.
Sleigh rides and candy canes, sledding and skating,
These are the most wonderful things about winter there's no debating.
Watching young couples in love, skating around falling all over,
The best thing is seeing the sparkle in her eyes when he says he loves her.
Then there are the snow angels, so innocent and pure,
The only way to make one perfect is with a helping hand for sure.
To watch somebody wiggle around uncermoniously is quiet fun,
It's so ridiculous I'd almost have to run.
The winter is so full of fun, sleigh rides, sledding, and snowball fights,
The world is so grand at these times it's hard to even come in at night.
I want to run and play forever, I like the snow can it stay forever,
Well maybe not forever but for atleast awhile, but not a never.
A new place a new time where the sun always shines,
There will be a time for you and me, to get away from the working grind.
For then we will play all day, not in the hay but so very far away,
Cause maybe, just maybe there will still be snow in may.
Just thought I'd throw that one out there and I am indeed not the best, but I have never told that I am the best. I just do what I love. Writing is a passion of mine, and I'll probably do it till the day I die.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Valentines Day
So this is gonna contain two parts, one is about the interesting day I had and the second will be for a special lady out there.
So onto part one....
So today started out just like any other Monday, woke up and stumbled around trying to find my pants, found em. put em on, then got my shirt on, ate some food brushed my teeth then stumbled out the door to my first class. So this part of the day was really normal, no biggie nothing different. So after my first set of classes I made it home and took a nap, this is pretty usual for my days. After this lovely nap, I was then forced to get food by my suitemate and so then I ate a peanut butter and banana sandwich, it pretty much kinda had made my day at that point. So then I left for class.... Now this is where my day shifted to interesting....
At roughly 3:30 I come back from my class and go through my suitemates door cause I'm to lazy to take the effort to open mine, and find the suite room door closed, which is odd it never is. So then I walk in and what do I find? A CRAP TON of balloons all over my floor. Correction, its technically 45 balloons, but when you just get back from class and you find your floor covered, its a crap ton. So then I cruised around the floor to get to the light switch to turn it on. From there, I had got out my knife and just went at the balloons stabbin and poppin em all, why you ask? because in each balloon there was a piece of paper that had something written about me. So once I got them all out of the balloons I read them and found stuff on my desk.
So this was all by 3:30, there was no name left with it, so I tried to figure it out for the longest time, then gave up. Did I ever find out? yeah, about 30 minutes ago, it was my friends making sure I felt special on today since there is no special girl in my arms today sadly.
But enough of that, onto part two...
Valentines Day,
When guys for sure go out of their way.
To show that one special girl,
That they rock their world.
They are ready to show the world,
That they are talking that leap of faith.
Throwing it all on the line,
And hope that the girl likes them back in kind.
So here I stand a guy not thrown in the wind,
One that was chosen to stick around for awhile.
I was the special one that in her heart she chose,
And I was so happy my heart just for a second froze.
Because the way her hair shapes her face,
Makes me stand back and stare at her grace.
Looking into her lovely eyes with our noses together,
Being so close she has to trust me not to do more.
The flare of the sunset as it crosses over us,
Snuggled up in that blanket looking out at the ocean ablaze.
With my arm wrapped around her shoulder and her head on my chest,
I couldn't be a happier man, no greater blessed.
We just sit there, as other couples hop in their cars,
Watching headlines whiz over us, temporarily blinding.
But I don't care if I can't see for real,
Cause there is a permanent image of her in my mind.
As the day starts to get closer to an end,
I watch the time tick away, slowly closer to midnight.
With the sun down and her starting to shiver,
I rack my brain to find a way to finish the night, hurry think quicker!
My brain clicks and at 11:59 I slow turn her head leaning in,
Her eyes light up, and we both close our eyes and keep moving.
The moment our lips touch, she instantly stops shivering,
Just a soft and simple kiss seemed to make the world stop.
I could care less what happened the rest of this lovely night,
For I've just kissed the most beautiful girl in the world.
This night is never one that I'll ever forget,
A special night, that happens once a year. February 14th.
While this didn't happen to me this valentines day, it gives me hope that maybe someday I'll get something like this to happen on a valentine's day in my life.
There is only one girl in the world right now, and I hope she knows who, I feel bad I can't give her this tonight, but one day I hope too.
So here's to enjoying Valentine's day, make the best of it and show those whom you love that you love them with all your heart.
So onto part one....
So today started out just like any other Monday, woke up and stumbled around trying to find my pants, found em. put em on, then got my shirt on, ate some food brushed my teeth then stumbled out the door to my first class. So this part of the day was really normal, no biggie nothing different. So after my first set of classes I made it home and took a nap, this is pretty usual for my days. After this lovely nap, I was then forced to get food by my suitemate and so then I ate a peanut butter and banana sandwich, it pretty much kinda had made my day at that point. So then I left for class.... Now this is where my day shifted to interesting....
At roughly 3:30 I come back from my class and go through my suitemates door cause I'm to lazy to take the effort to open mine, and find the suite room door closed, which is odd it never is. So then I walk in and what do I find? A CRAP TON of balloons all over my floor. Correction, its technically 45 balloons, but when you just get back from class and you find your floor covered, its a crap ton. So then I cruised around the floor to get to the light switch to turn it on. From there, I had got out my knife and just went at the balloons stabbin and poppin em all, why you ask? because in each balloon there was a piece of paper that had something written about me. So once I got them all out of the balloons I read them and found stuff on my desk.
So this was all by 3:30, there was no name left with it, so I tried to figure it out for the longest time, then gave up. Did I ever find out? yeah, about 30 minutes ago, it was my friends making sure I felt special on today since there is no special girl in my arms today sadly.
But enough of that, onto part two...
Valentines Day,
When guys for sure go out of their way.
To show that one special girl,
That they rock their world.
They are ready to show the world,
That they are talking that leap of faith.
Throwing it all on the line,
And hope that the girl likes them back in kind.
So here I stand a guy not thrown in the wind,
One that was chosen to stick around for awhile.
I was the special one that in her heart she chose,
And I was so happy my heart just for a second froze.
Because the way her hair shapes her face,
Makes me stand back and stare at her grace.
Looking into her lovely eyes with our noses together,
Being so close she has to trust me not to do more.
The flare of the sunset as it crosses over us,
Snuggled up in that blanket looking out at the ocean ablaze.
With my arm wrapped around her shoulder and her head on my chest,
I couldn't be a happier man, no greater blessed.
We just sit there, as other couples hop in their cars,
Watching headlines whiz over us, temporarily blinding.
But I don't care if I can't see for real,
Cause there is a permanent image of her in my mind.
As the day starts to get closer to an end,
I watch the time tick away, slowly closer to midnight.
With the sun down and her starting to shiver,
I rack my brain to find a way to finish the night, hurry think quicker!
My brain clicks and at 11:59 I slow turn her head leaning in,
Her eyes light up, and we both close our eyes and keep moving.
The moment our lips touch, she instantly stops shivering,
Just a soft and simple kiss seemed to make the world stop.
I could care less what happened the rest of this lovely night,
For I've just kissed the most beautiful girl in the world.
This night is never one that I'll ever forget,
A special night, that happens once a year. February 14th.
While this didn't happen to me this valentines day, it gives me hope that maybe someday I'll get something like this to happen on a valentine's day in my life.
There is only one girl in the world right now, and I hope she knows who, I feel bad I can't give her this tonight, but one day I hope too.
So here's to enjoying Valentine's day, make the best of it and show those whom you love that you love them with all your heart.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
A mind lost in a sea of thought
An ocean made of straight raw emotion,
It's so loud in my head with all this commotion.
Here I sit on the deck of my decisions a roastin',
I have no idea which way to go in this endless ocean.
This crazy time in life is so full of the unknown,
It feels like an untamed war zone.
My soul mind and body are in a constant fight,
and so far there is no escape in sight.
I can't keep dancing around what I'll soon have to do,
And I'd kill and do anything to end up not a fool.
I gotta get this right, or I'll hate myself for life,
It's not easy, nor will it be fast, but I'll get it in spite.
For now I just wanna get lost in what I call music,
Have the bass be driving in sync with my heart truest.
Hear all the highs and lows and just go with the flow,
Cause out here on the dance floor, I can take it nice and slow.
I'll just dance till my legs can't hold me and I fall,
For then I'll just dance with my arms till I can't even crawl.
I'll loose all my worries, scares, and insecurities, and woe,
But even in all this recovery, I still only wanna dance with you.
I don't care the type, lets not fight tonight,
Be bumpin' and grindin' or to go proper and right.
The style is no biggie, just as long as I feel your energy go,
Course and steam as our combined energy has started to flow.
For then the floor will clear, and nobody will be near,
They will all look and stare, but not at all in fear.
Wondering what will happen next with us while we are in mid flight,
Here is where I make the magic happen and here comes the spotlight.
Awe snap, this can't be real, cause this is how I want to feel,
I wanna be free of this mental fight, and just make it real.
To feel your body go through the intricate dance we haven't planned out,
To whoa, all those in the club, impress the old, and make the young pout.
I'll keep it out of the raunchy and keep it clean,
To make it so that no body has to wish to unsee whats just been seen.
Just feeling your body close with the beat will make me dance all night,
Even if seeing my body in the morning will result in fright.
But I'm not at this point yet cause I don't know what to do,
When all I can think to do, is just stop and stare at you.
Why oh why can't I just have a magical answer book in my pocket,
Cause then it would tell me how to put on your neck that locket.
So until the fog clears in this miserable ocean in my head,
I'm sure I'll be filled with a portion of dread.
So all I can hope to do is to be the best that I can be,
Maybe, just maybe. the right answer will come to me.
So for now I'll just sit and roast,
Hopefully I'll figure it out before I become toast.
For in an ocean of raw emotion, there is no swimming,
For there is no way is there of that tide winning.
For the time will come, with some sort of help will be granted,
Whether is myself, a friend, or a diving being, a process will be started.
Then I will row back to the land of clear thoughts and direction,
Then, just then will I laugh at my previous mis direction.
Then to the dance floor we shall go, and you can pick the tone,
Where to be sexy, grunge, hip-hop or proper, for you I'll shut off my phone.
Then the night will be danced away, and I'll leave with memories of your face,
We'll go home that night, and be well rested, for I know to your heart, its not a space race.
It's so loud in my head with all this commotion.
Here I sit on the deck of my decisions a roastin',
I have no idea which way to go in this endless ocean.
This crazy time in life is so full of the unknown,
It feels like an untamed war zone.
My soul mind and body are in a constant fight,
and so far there is no escape in sight.
I can't keep dancing around what I'll soon have to do,
And I'd kill and do anything to end up not a fool.
I gotta get this right, or I'll hate myself for life,
It's not easy, nor will it be fast, but I'll get it in spite.
For now I just wanna get lost in what I call music,
Have the bass be driving in sync with my heart truest.
Hear all the highs and lows and just go with the flow,
Cause out here on the dance floor, I can take it nice and slow.
I'll just dance till my legs can't hold me and I fall,
For then I'll just dance with my arms till I can't even crawl.
I'll loose all my worries, scares, and insecurities, and woe,
But even in all this recovery, I still only wanna dance with you.
I don't care the type, lets not fight tonight,
Be bumpin' and grindin' or to go proper and right.
The style is no biggie, just as long as I feel your energy go,
Course and steam as our combined energy has started to flow.
For then the floor will clear, and nobody will be near,
They will all look and stare, but not at all in fear.
Wondering what will happen next with us while we are in mid flight,
Here is where I make the magic happen and here comes the spotlight.
Awe snap, this can't be real, cause this is how I want to feel,
I wanna be free of this mental fight, and just make it real.
To feel your body go through the intricate dance we haven't planned out,
To whoa, all those in the club, impress the old, and make the young pout.
I'll keep it out of the raunchy and keep it clean,
To make it so that no body has to wish to unsee whats just been seen.
Just feeling your body close with the beat will make me dance all night,
Even if seeing my body in the morning will result in fright.
But I'm not at this point yet cause I don't know what to do,
When all I can think to do, is just stop and stare at you.
Why oh why can't I just have a magical answer book in my pocket,
Cause then it would tell me how to put on your neck that locket.
So until the fog clears in this miserable ocean in my head,
I'm sure I'll be filled with a portion of dread.
So all I can hope to do is to be the best that I can be,
Maybe, just maybe. the right answer will come to me.
So for now I'll just sit and roast,
Hopefully I'll figure it out before I become toast.
For in an ocean of raw emotion, there is no swimming,
For there is no way is there of that tide winning.
For the time will come, with some sort of help will be granted,
Whether is myself, a friend, or a diving being, a process will be started.
Then I will row back to the land of clear thoughts and direction,
Then, just then will I laugh at my previous mis direction.
Then to the dance floor we shall go, and you can pick the tone,
Where to be sexy, grunge, hip-hop or proper, for you I'll shut off my phone.
Then the night will be danced away, and I'll leave with memories of your face,
We'll go home that night, and be well rested, for I know to your heart, its not a space race.
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