I just can't seem to get you off my mind
Nothing I do, no matter how hard I grind
You're always there, with no where to go
The thought of your face dangling to and fro
Just rolling over in my mind I feel a blank space
A space that was occupied by your loving face
But now it is empty and vast
But still your face can't be surpassed
No matter what I do, I can't seem to fill the void
My brain sits back and with its' self is toyed
I need to find a way to clear my brain
Or it seems like my heart will be forever in pain
Every night I can't stop tossing and turning
The comfort of cuddling your body I'm yearning
But here I lay just look at the space you used to take
Now all that's left is an air pocket in your wake
This feeling, I don't know how much more I can stand
To endure this you must be more than a man
I know it may sound quite crazy
But my mind, it surely is a big bully
All I can do is sit on this front porch and swing
and try to tell my self, that you weren't the one for my ring
It is harder than it seems
To go on with out your face lit by sunbeams
I miss your ever so gentle kiss
The one that brought me great bliss
The presence of your body against mine
As we'd drift off to dream worlds of our own design
With each day I hope it gets a little easier
That my days won't just get bleaker and bleaker
But who ever gets to put their ring on you
Won't make me look like a fool
So here's a toast to a future filled with grace
One filled with no disgrace
Aw who am I kidding its hard to keep this face straight
When it is only you that I want to date
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Friday, December 23, 2011
Being alone is the worst feeling,
It makes your stomach go reeling.
Its a feeling that is the worst,
Nobody ever wants it first.
Christmas is a time that brings family together,
One time a year to be remembered forever.
But for some reason it can't fill that hole,
As having a lover in a tight hold.
While the snow and presents are nice,
It just doesn't fill your life with spice.
Nothing will give you that jittery buzz,
Like somebody who loves you just cuz.
I'll stand outside your house in 10 foot snow,
Just to show that I love you ever so.
There is no place I'd rather be, then in your arms,
More so than santas work shop, or the farm.
So here is to all you couples of this Christmas time,
Don't be ashamed of what you have let it shine.
For these are the happiest moments your life,
So guys don't be afraid to make or keep her as your wife.
This time of year is special for many reasons,
You realize what youve got and what is missing.
A time to reflect and look back on life,
To realize what is import in our little world.
So here is to Christmas and all it's holiday cheer,
To a world that will be fruitful and make many happy.
Winter weather and snuggling by the fire with hot coco,
Let it snow and may your Christmas be merry and white.
It makes your stomach go reeling.
Its a feeling that is the worst,
Nobody ever wants it first.
Christmas is a time that brings family together,
One time a year to be remembered forever.
But for some reason it can't fill that hole,
As having a lover in a tight hold.
While the snow and presents are nice,
It just doesn't fill your life with spice.
Nothing will give you that jittery buzz,
Like somebody who loves you just cuz.
I'll stand outside your house in 10 foot snow,
Just to show that I love you ever so.
There is no place I'd rather be, then in your arms,
More so than santas work shop, or the farm.
So here is to all you couples of this Christmas time,
Don't be ashamed of what you have let it shine.
For these are the happiest moments your life,
So guys don't be afraid to make or keep her as your wife.
This time of year is special for many reasons,
You realize what youve got and what is missing.
A time to reflect and look back on life,
To realize what is import in our little world.
So here is to Christmas and all it's holiday cheer,
To a world that will be fruitful and make many happy.
Winter weather and snuggling by the fire with hot coco,
Let it snow and may your Christmas be merry and white.
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Long time no see | A True Love
So.. I honestly doubt any of you who originally followed me are still doing so since I haven't posted in awhile.. And for that I'm sorry. Its not like I can pick up poetic inspiration out of no where, and plus since about June I was working a job out of state, and then I came back to school, then there was the release of Battle Field 3, which in my opinion is amazing, yes there are flaws, but the game plays damn well.
So this probably won't be super long, but her, you get what you "pay" for I spose. And again, you are more than welcome to use this material, just give credit should you decide too. Unless you are trying to impress a girl/boy you can just say that you made it up, and just tell me later, would make me feel good to know that you used it to impress a girl.
A True Love:
When I look into your eyes all I see is the world,
A place where beauty, elegance, and pride are all swirled.
When I look at you I don't see this amazing, beautiful, hot, and rockin' body,
I see a thoughtful and thankful person, who is as intelligent as Ghandi.
I can't seem to get my mind off of thoughts of you,
As the rap "artists" would put it "I couldn't imagine it with out you being my boo."
Day and night, I randomly get thoughts of us together,
So I find something to cuddle up with and try not to smother.
Life is short and we are supposed to do all we can,
So all I can do is try to tell you that I, am indeed your biggest fan.
I wouldn't trade what we have for all the money on the planet,
Because I know what we have, is as solid as granite.
I always say that you and your soul are beautiful,
I say it, I speak the truth, even if it makes me seem a little juvenile.
While you may not see it as true, you could ask any guy and they'd agree,
I just want to show, that there won't be anybody to treat you as good as me.
To some the definition of true love is hard to come across,
There are all those who say they'd die for love, but that leaves somebody at a loss.
Others would give up everything they had to be with that person,
But that won't make anything better, it will only worsen.
While I'm not perfect, I think that I've got an idea of what it could be,
It's not giving up everything, It's not dying for it, but a simple decree.
Loving somebody to the ends of the earth is about putting them first and knowing it,
A simple way to show you care not giving up everything to love and cherish the grace they emit.
I can't control your life, and the path you chose to follow,
Just the thought of a man making you feel bad, just turns me hollow.
So all I want to say, is that a guy like me will always treat you right,
Not always the most attractive, but we will try to make everyday of yours bright.
No matter the case, by your side I will always stand,
To catch you when you're down bringing you back up and smile like when you see your favorite band,
Everyday to give you wings that free you and make you feel like a dove,
Now that, that is indeed true love.
So there you have it.
In case you didn't know, my poetry is written in a blurt out style... Meaning once it gets typed I don't erase it or change it (minus spelling corrections), that way its all me and true. In case you were curious.
So this probably won't be super long, but her, you get what you "pay" for I spose. And again, you are more than welcome to use this material, just give credit should you decide too. Unless you are trying to impress a girl/boy you can just say that you made it up, and just tell me later, would make me feel good to know that you used it to impress a girl.
A True Love:
When I look into your eyes all I see is the world,
A place where beauty, elegance, and pride are all swirled.
When I look at you I don't see this amazing, beautiful, hot, and rockin' body,
I see a thoughtful and thankful person, who is as intelligent as Ghandi.
I can't seem to get my mind off of thoughts of you,
As the rap "artists" would put it "I couldn't imagine it with out you being my boo."
Day and night, I randomly get thoughts of us together,
So I find something to cuddle up with and try not to smother.
Life is short and we are supposed to do all we can,
So all I can do is try to tell you that I, am indeed your biggest fan.
I wouldn't trade what we have for all the money on the planet,
Because I know what we have, is as solid as granite.
I always say that you and your soul are beautiful,
I say it, I speak the truth, even if it makes me seem a little juvenile.
While you may not see it as true, you could ask any guy and they'd agree,
I just want to show, that there won't be anybody to treat you as good as me.
To some the definition of true love is hard to come across,
There are all those who say they'd die for love, but that leaves somebody at a loss.
Others would give up everything they had to be with that person,
But that won't make anything better, it will only worsen.
While I'm not perfect, I think that I've got an idea of what it could be,
It's not giving up everything, It's not dying for it, but a simple decree.
Loving somebody to the ends of the earth is about putting them first and knowing it,
A simple way to show you care not giving up everything to love and cherish the grace they emit.
I can't control your life, and the path you chose to follow,
Just the thought of a man making you feel bad, just turns me hollow.
So all I want to say, is that a guy like me will always treat you right,
Not always the most attractive, but we will try to make everyday of yours bright.
No matter the case, by your side I will always stand,
To catch you when you're down bringing you back up and smile like when you see your favorite band,
Everyday to give you wings that free you and make you feel like a dove,
Now that, that is indeed true love.
So there you have it.
In case you didn't know, my poetry is written in a blurt out style... Meaning once it gets typed I don't erase it or change it (minus spelling corrections), that way its all me and true. In case you were curious.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
A wonderful world of snow
So for those of you who don't know yet, the wonderful college world that I attend is covered in ice and snow. So it's kind of cold here. So Friday night it was 10 below and I went outside and boy was that a mistake. Actually the outside part wasn't so bad but other things were but I'll leave that for another day when I care to remember things that are unfortunate. But now ont the real reason for this post, like anyway ago I promised my friend Hannah that I would right a poem about snow and a winter wonderland so now I'm doing this and I must apologize for the delay.
Watching the ground go from green to white,
Gives people the chills and fright.
But to me on the other hand the world is nice,
I wouldn't have it any other way, than covered in ice.
This is no better time to hold a loved one,
To snuggle up, just knowing they are the one, never wanting to run.
The time to hold hands, rub noses, and watch each other blush,
Just knowing your hand is warm cause of theirs is a rush.
Sleigh rides and candy canes, sledding and skating,
These are the most wonderful things about winter there's no debating.
Watching young couples in love, skating around falling all over,
The best thing is seeing the sparkle in her eyes when he says he loves her.
Then there are the snow angels, so innocent and pure,
The only way to make one perfect is with a helping hand for sure.
To watch somebody wiggle around uncermoniously is quiet fun,
It's so ridiculous I'd almost have to run.
The winter is so full of fun, sleigh rides, sledding, and snowball fights,
The world is so grand at these times it's hard to even come in at night.
I want to run and play forever, I like the snow can it stay forever,
Well maybe not forever but for atleast awhile, but not a never.
A new place a new time where the sun always shines,
There will be a time for you and me, to get away from the working grind.
For then we will play all day, not in the hay but so very far away,
Cause maybe, just maybe there will still be snow in may.
Just thought I'd throw that one out there and I am indeed not the best, but I have never told that I am the best. I just do what I love. Writing is a passion of mine, and I'll probably do it till the day I die.
Watching the ground go from green to white,
Gives people the chills and fright.
But to me on the other hand the world is nice,
I wouldn't have it any other way, than covered in ice.
This is no better time to hold a loved one,
To snuggle up, just knowing they are the one, never wanting to run.
The time to hold hands, rub noses, and watch each other blush,
Just knowing your hand is warm cause of theirs is a rush.
Sleigh rides and candy canes, sledding and skating,
These are the most wonderful things about winter there's no debating.
Watching young couples in love, skating around falling all over,
The best thing is seeing the sparkle in her eyes when he says he loves her.
Then there are the snow angels, so innocent and pure,
The only way to make one perfect is with a helping hand for sure.
To watch somebody wiggle around uncermoniously is quiet fun,
It's so ridiculous I'd almost have to run.
The winter is so full of fun, sleigh rides, sledding, and snowball fights,
The world is so grand at these times it's hard to even come in at night.
I want to run and play forever, I like the snow can it stay forever,
Well maybe not forever but for atleast awhile, but not a never.
A new place a new time where the sun always shines,
There will be a time for you and me, to get away from the working grind.
For then we will play all day, not in the hay but so very far away,
Cause maybe, just maybe there will still be snow in may.
Just thought I'd throw that one out there and I am indeed not the best, but I have never told that I am the best. I just do what I love. Writing is a passion of mine, and I'll probably do it till the day I die.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Valentines Day
So this is gonna contain two parts, one is about the interesting day I had and the second will be for a special lady out there.
So onto part one....
So today started out just like any other Monday, woke up and stumbled around trying to find my pants, found em. put em on, then got my shirt on, ate some food brushed my teeth then stumbled out the door to my first class. So this part of the day was really normal, no biggie nothing different. So after my first set of classes I made it home and took a nap, this is pretty usual for my days. After this lovely nap, I was then forced to get food by my suitemate and so then I ate a peanut butter and banana sandwich, it pretty much kinda had made my day at that point. So then I left for class.... Now this is where my day shifted to interesting....
At roughly 3:30 I come back from my class and go through my suitemates door cause I'm to lazy to take the effort to open mine, and find the suite room door closed, which is odd it never is. So then I walk in and what do I find? A CRAP TON of balloons all over my floor. Correction, its technically 45 balloons, but when you just get back from class and you find your floor covered, its a crap ton. So then I cruised around the floor to get to the light switch to turn it on. From there, I had got out my knife and just went at the balloons stabbin and poppin em all, why you ask? because in each balloon there was a piece of paper that had something written about me. So once I got them all out of the balloons I read them and found stuff on my desk.
So this was all by 3:30, there was no name left with it, so I tried to figure it out for the longest time, then gave up. Did I ever find out? yeah, about 30 minutes ago, it was my friends making sure I felt special on today since there is no special girl in my arms today sadly.
But enough of that, onto part two...
Valentines Day,
When guys for sure go out of their way.
To show that one special girl,
That they rock their world.
They are ready to show the world,
That they are talking that leap of faith.
Throwing it all on the line,
And hope that the girl likes them back in kind.
So here I stand a guy not thrown in the wind,
One that was chosen to stick around for awhile.
I was the special one that in her heart she chose,
And I was so happy my heart just for a second froze.
Because the way her hair shapes her face,
Makes me stand back and stare at her grace.
Looking into her lovely eyes with our noses together,
Being so close she has to trust me not to do more.
The flare of the sunset as it crosses over us,
Snuggled up in that blanket looking out at the ocean ablaze.
With my arm wrapped around her shoulder and her head on my chest,
I couldn't be a happier man, no greater blessed.
We just sit there, as other couples hop in their cars,
Watching headlines whiz over us, temporarily blinding.
But I don't care if I can't see for real,
Cause there is a permanent image of her in my mind.
As the day starts to get closer to an end,
I watch the time tick away, slowly closer to midnight.
With the sun down and her starting to shiver,
I rack my brain to find a way to finish the night, hurry think quicker!
My brain clicks and at 11:59 I slow turn her head leaning in,
Her eyes light up, and we both close our eyes and keep moving.
The moment our lips touch, she instantly stops shivering,
Just a soft and simple kiss seemed to make the world stop.
I could care less what happened the rest of this lovely night,
For I've just kissed the most beautiful girl in the world.
This night is never one that I'll ever forget,
A special night, that happens once a year. February 14th.
While this didn't happen to me this valentines day, it gives me hope that maybe someday I'll get something like this to happen on a valentine's day in my life.
There is only one girl in the world right now, and I hope she knows who, I feel bad I can't give her this tonight, but one day I hope too.
So here's to enjoying Valentine's day, make the best of it and show those whom you love that you love them with all your heart.
So onto part one....
So today started out just like any other Monday, woke up and stumbled around trying to find my pants, found em. put em on, then got my shirt on, ate some food brushed my teeth then stumbled out the door to my first class. So this part of the day was really normal, no biggie nothing different. So after my first set of classes I made it home and took a nap, this is pretty usual for my days. After this lovely nap, I was then forced to get food by my suitemate and so then I ate a peanut butter and banana sandwich, it pretty much kinda had made my day at that point. So then I left for class.... Now this is where my day shifted to interesting....
At roughly 3:30 I come back from my class and go through my suitemates door cause I'm to lazy to take the effort to open mine, and find the suite room door closed, which is odd it never is. So then I walk in and what do I find? A CRAP TON of balloons all over my floor. Correction, its technically 45 balloons, but when you just get back from class and you find your floor covered, its a crap ton. So then I cruised around the floor to get to the light switch to turn it on. From there, I had got out my knife and just went at the balloons stabbin and poppin em all, why you ask? because in each balloon there was a piece of paper that had something written about me. So once I got them all out of the balloons I read them and found stuff on my desk.
So this was all by 3:30, there was no name left with it, so I tried to figure it out for the longest time, then gave up. Did I ever find out? yeah, about 30 minutes ago, it was my friends making sure I felt special on today since there is no special girl in my arms today sadly.
But enough of that, onto part two...
Valentines Day,
When guys for sure go out of their way.
To show that one special girl,
That they rock their world.
They are ready to show the world,
That they are talking that leap of faith.
Throwing it all on the line,
And hope that the girl likes them back in kind.
So here I stand a guy not thrown in the wind,
One that was chosen to stick around for awhile.
I was the special one that in her heart she chose,
And I was so happy my heart just for a second froze.
Because the way her hair shapes her face,
Makes me stand back and stare at her grace.
Looking into her lovely eyes with our noses together,
Being so close she has to trust me not to do more.
The flare of the sunset as it crosses over us,
Snuggled up in that blanket looking out at the ocean ablaze.
With my arm wrapped around her shoulder and her head on my chest,
I couldn't be a happier man, no greater blessed.
We just sit there, as other couples hop in their cars,
Watching headlines whiz over us, temporarily blinding.
But I don't care if I can't see for real,
Cause there is a permanent image of her in my mind.
As the day starts to get closer to an end,
I watch the time tick away, slowly closer to midnight.
With the sun down and her starting to shiver,
I rack my brain to find a way to finish the night, hurry think quicker!
My brain clicks and at 11:59 I slow turn her head leaning in,
Her eyes light up, and we both close our eyes and keep moving.
The moment our lips touch, she instantly stops shivering,
Just a soft and simple kiss seemed to make the world stop.
I could care less what happened the rest of this lovely night,
For I've just kissed the most beautiful girl in the world.
This night is never one that I'll ever forget,
A special night, that happens once a year. February 14th.
While this didn't happen to me this valentines day, it gives me hope that maybe someday I'll get something like this to happen on a valentine's day in my life.
There is only one girl in the world right now, and I hope she knows who, I feel bad I can't give her this tonight, but one day I hope too.
So here's to enjoying Valentine's day, make the best of it and show those whom you love that you love them with all your heart.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
A mind lost in a sea of thought
An ocean made of straight raw emotion,
It's so loud in my head with all this commotion.
Here I sit on the deck of my decisions a roastin',
I have no idea which way to go in this endless ocean.
This crazy time in life is so full of the unknown,
It feels like an untamed war zone.
My soul mind and body are in a constant fight,
and so far there is no escape in sight.
I can't keep dancing around what I'll soon have to do,
And I'd kill and do anything to end up not a fool.
I gotta get this right, or I'll hate myself for life,
It's not easy, nor will it be fast, but I'll get it in spite.
For now I just wanna get lost in what I call music,
Have the bass be driving in sync with my heart truest.
Hear all the highs and lows and just go with the flow,
Cause out here on the dance floor, I can take it nice and slow.
I'll just dance till my legs can't hold me and I fall,
For then I'll just dance with my arms till I can't even crawl.
I'll loose all my worries, scares, and insecurities, and woe,
But even in all this recovery, I still only wanna dance with you.
I don't care the type, lets not fight tonight,
Be bumpin' and grindin' or to go proper and right.
The style is no biggie, just as long as I feel your energy go,
Course and steam as our combined energy has started to flow.
For then the floor will clear, and nobody will be near,
They will all look and stare, but not at all in fear.
Wondering what will happen next with us while we are in mid flight,
Here is where I make the magic happen and here comes the spotlight.
Awe snap, this can't be real, cause this is how I want to feel,
I wanna be free of this mental fight, and just make it real.
To feel your body go through the intricate dance we haven't planned out,
To whoa, all those in the club, impress the old, and make the young pout.
I'll keep it out of the raunchy and keep it clean,
To make it so that no body has to wish to unsee whats just been seen.
Just feeling your body close with the beat will make me dance all night,
Even if seeing my body in the morning will result in fright.
But I'm not at this point yet cause I don't know what to do,
When all I can think to do, is just stop and stare at you.
Why oh why can't I just have a magical answer book in my pocket,
Cause then it would tell me how to put on your neck that locket.
So until the fog clears in this miserable ocean in my head,
I'm sure I'll be filled with a portion of dread.
So all I can hope to do is to be the best that I can be,
Maybe, just maybe. the right answer will come to me.
So for now I'll just sit and roast,
Hopefully I'll figure it out before I become toast.
For in an ocean of raw emotion, there is no swimming,
For there is no way is there of that tide winning.
For the time will come, with some sort of help will be granted,
Whether is myself, a friend, or a diving being, a process will be started.
Then I will row back to the land of clear thoughts and direction,
Then, just then will I laugh at my previous mis direction.
Then to the dance floor we shall go, and you can pick the tone,
Where to be sexy, grunge, hip-hop or proper, for you I'll shut off my phone.
Then the night will be danced away, and I'll leave with memories of your face,
We'll go home that night, and be well rested, for I know to your heart, its not a space race.
It's so loud in my head with all this commotion.
Here I sit on the deck of my decisions a roastin',
I have no idea which way to go in this endless ocean.
This crazy time in life is so full of the unknown,
It feels like an untamed war zone.
My soul mind and body are in a constant fight,
and so far there is no escape in sight.
I can't keep dancing around what I'll soon have to do,
And I'd kill and do anything to end up not a fool.
I gotta get this right, or I'll hate myself for life,
It's not easy, nor will it be fast, but I'll get it in spite.
For now I just wanna get lost in what I call music,
Have the bass be driving in sync with my heart truest.
Hear all the highs and lows and just go with the flow,
Cause out here on the dance floor, I can take it nice and slow.
I'll just dance till my legs can't hold me and I fall,
For then I'll just dance with my arms till I can't even crawl.
I'll loose all my worries, scares, and insecurities, and woe,
But even in all this recovery, I still only wanna dance with you.
I don't care the type, lets not fight tonight,
Be bumpin' and grindin' or to go proper and right.
The style is no biggie, just as long as I feel your energy go,
Course and steam as our combined energy has started to flow.
For then the floor will clear, and nobody will be near,
They will all look and stare, but not at all in fear.
Wondering what will happen next with us while we are in mid flight,
Here is where I make the magic happen and here comes the spotlight.
Awe snap, this can't be real, cause this is how I want to feel,
I wanna be free of this mental fight, and just make it real.
To feel your body go through the intricate dance we haven't planned out,
To whoa, all those in the club, impress the old, and make the young pout.
I'll keep it out of the raunchy and keep it clean,
To make it so that no body has to wish to unsee whats just been seen.
Just feeling your body close with the beat will make me dance all night,
Even if seeing my body in the morning will result in fright.
But I'm not at this point yet cause I don't know what to do,
When all I can think to do, is just stop and stare at you.
Why oh why can't I just have a magical answer book in my pocket,
Cause then it would tell me how to put on your neck that locket.
So until the fog clears in this miserable ocean in my head,
I'm sure I'll be filled with a portion of dread.
So all I can hope to do is to be the best that I can be,
Maybe, just maybe. the right answer will come to me.
So for now I'll just sit and roast,
Hopefully I'll figure it out before I become toast.
For in an ocean of raw emotion, there is no swimming,
For there is no way is there of that tide winning.
For the time will come, with some sort of help will be granted,
Whether is myself, a friend, or a diving being, a process will be started.
Then I will row back to the land of clear thoughts and direction,
Then, just then will I laugh at my previous mis direction.
Then to the dance floor we shall go, and you can pick the tone,
Where to be sexy, grunge, hip-hop or proper, for you I'll shut off my phone.
Then the night will be danced away, and I'll leave with memories of your face,
We'll go home that night, and be well rested, for I know to your heart, its not a space race.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
A duty call for ramblings!
So, those of you who haven't figured out that I am a gamer yet, you are behind on things and should catch up quickly. Because honestly if you haven't picked up on the fact that I now own a PS3 (summer 2010 purchase) then you are living in the stone age, and you should just go back and hide under your rock. Much like I have been doing for the past good month or so, because I haven't been on this doodle mc bober any time recently, which is my fault, sorta, well yeah. cause I've set my "free" time to be other places.
If your wondering what could have taken up all my time for the past month? here is your answer, its really simple and only one word. College. Yes, that is right I'm actually learning and doing stuff this year, the reason why you are getting a post right now is because I'm on thanksgiving break and I am unable to sleep, granted my reason for not sleeping is poor as I'm talking to another person who is totally awesome by the way. In my college experience all I have been doing lately is homework, food, glee, and sleep when possible, now if this sounds terrible to you. Try doing it, much worse.
Now what little free time I have procured has been spent on Glee, Movies, and Call of Duty: Black Ops. Now if you feel like I have wasted my time, then go ahead and tell me, but I will most likely call you biased or a video game/Glee hater. Though this only maybe for tonight cause I are tired, but thats a whole different story. So, you can't be hatin', judgin', layin' on some disses or any other stuff like that, I am currently in a good mood bubble, and if you pop it, I might just throw kittens at you are something (PETA, do not attack me I am only kidding! I love kittens.)
So you have been caught up for the past month or so, except for when I get home. Then it snowed, like 7.5 inches on my back deck, so, if you don't know this about Seattle. THIS NEVER HAPPENS! we are lucky to get like an inch of snow all year, so it trapped me in my house for the past day or so (thank you stupid drivers and stupid hills yes, we applaud you, but not really.)
So if you couldn't guess it, the second part of my blog post is about Call of Duty: Black Ops.
For your information, this is the only game I've ever pre-ordered and gone to a midnight release for, so that was my confidence in this game, which came out to be right. Though, I did have a blast at the pre release party, and tourney (though I did terrible at that, but thats a different story.) This game is probably one of the best shooters I have ever played. I'll break up this review into 2 sections. the campaign (don't worry, I won't give away to much story line) and Multi-player
Campaign:
This campaign rocked my socks, like the loading screens between the mission actually enhance the story line, so if you skip them you are missing a good section of the story. This isn't one of those straight foreward campaigns' where you can predict everything that is going to happen at the beginning of the game like you can call out who dies and what not. Treyarch did a really good job of not letting that happen. The story kept me engrossed till the very end, literally till like the last second of the final cinematic. And then my mind exploded cause of what happened.
Multiplayer:
SO this is where the heart of the COD series shines, literally multi-player makes this game legit, and while I may not be that good at it. I still have one helluva good time playing it. Cause I mean, how fun would it be to run around with an RC car with C4 strapped to it, and then when you cruise by somebodies feet hit the detonate button and blow them sky high? I mean that would be COOL! So as most of you who follow COD stuff, you know that Tactical Nuke is gone, which is a major benefit, but they did bring back the dogs. Now, before you freak out and say "OMG OMG OMG IT'S WORLD AT WAR ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!" stop and listen, while the attack dogs are back, they are extremely hard to get, as its a kill streak of 11, and your previous kill streak kills, do not count toward this total. So getting 11 kills in a row is not an easy feat. I've seen them call in a total of twice in multi-player. So don't fret, they are not the end of the world. Now on the other hand the RC car can be a major pain in the butt, its just this little nimble thing that comes around the corner and BOOM your gone. I'm not calling it cheap, just saying its a creepy, sneaky SOB that is out to kill ya.
Over all, multi-player is a blast and would almost be worth the price of the game for that alone, so this is all my tired brain can think of right now.. so this is where I shall end it. I shall try to make posts more often that maybe don't have as much useless crap on them, maybe ones that are more concise and short and all that goodness. Just let me know if you wanna see something change here. so tada!
Over and out, time to pass out!
If your wondering what could have taken up all my time for the past month? here is your answer, its really simple and only one word. College. Yes, that is right I'm actually learning and doing stuff this year, the reason why you are getting a post right now is because I'm on thanksgiving break and I am unable to sleep, granted my reason for not sleeping is poor as I'm talking to another person who is totally awesome by the way. In my college experience all I have been doing lately is homework, food, glee, and sleep when possible, now if this sounds terrible to you. Try doing it, much worse.
Now what little free time I have procured has been spent on Glee, Movies, and Call of Duty: Black Ops. Now if you feel like I have wasted my time, then go ahead and tell me, but I will most likely call you biased or a video game/Glee hater. Though this only maybe for tonight cause I are tired, but thats a whole different story. So, you can't be hatin', judgin', layin' on some disses or any other stuff like that, I am currently in a good mood bubble, and if you pop it, I might just throw kittens at you are something (PETA, do not attack me I am only kidding! I love kittens.)
So you have been caught up for the past month or so, except for when I get home. Then it snowed, like 7.5 inches on my back deck, so, if you don't know this about Seattle. THIS NEVER HAPPENS! we are lucky to get like an inch of snow all year, so it trapped me in my house for the past day or so (thank you stupid drivers and stupid hills yes, we applaud you, but not really.)
So if you couldn't guess it, the second part of my blog post is about Call of Duty: Black Ops.
For your information, this is the only game I've ever pre-ordered and gone to a midnight release for, so that was my confidence in this game, which came out to be right. Though, I did have a blast at the pre release party, and tourney (though I did terrible at that, but thats a different story.) This game is probably one of the best shooters I have ever played. I'll break up this review into 2 sections. the campaign (don't worry, I won't give away to much story line) and Multi-player
Campaign:
This campaign rocked my socks, like the loading screens between the mission actually enhance the story line, so if you skip them you are missing a good section of the story. This isn't one of those straight foreward campaigns' where you can predict everything that is going to happen at the beginning of the game like you can call out who dies and what not. Treyarch did a really good job of not letting that happen. The story kept me engrossed till the very end, literally till like the last second of the final cinematic. And then my mind exploded cause of what happened.
Multiplayer:
SO this is where the heart of the COD series shines, literally multi-player makes this game legit, and while I may not be that good at it. I still have one helluva good time playing it. Cause I mean, how fun would it be to run around with an RC car with C4 strapped to it, and then when you cruise by somebodies feet hit the detonate button and blow them sky high? I mean that would be COOL! So as most of you who follow COD stuff, you know that Tactical Nuke is gone, which is a major benefit, but they did bring back the dogs. Now, before you freak out and say "OMG OMG OMG IT'S WORLD AT WAR ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!" stop and listen, while the attack dogs are back, they are extremely hard to get, as its a kill streak of 11, and your previous kill streak kills, do not count toward this total. So getting 11 kills in a row is not an easy feat. I've seen them call in a total of twice in multi-player. So don't fret, they are not the end of the world. Now on the other hand the RC car can be a major pain in the butt, its just this little nimble thing that comes around the corner and BOOM your gone. I'm not calling it cheap, just saying its a creepy, sneaky SOB that is out to kill ya.
Over all, multi-player is a blast and would almost be worth the price of the game for that alone, so this is all my tired brain can think of right now.. so this is where I shall end it. I shall try to make posts more often that maybe don't have as much useless crap on them, maybe ones that are more concise and short and all that goodness. Just let me know if you wanna see something change here. so tada!
Over and out, time to pass out!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
I was lost but now I'm found (poem)
As I lay here and think, my hand uncontrollably shakes
Nothing on earth seems like it will be able to stop this quake
I can't get it to stop, I can only sit and stare and my hands shiver
Moving faster than any fast flowing river.
I look all around me to see whats within my sight
Nothing in the place is as it should be, this can't be right
The colors seem to be off, everything seems even more backwards
I look down at the floor, and all I can find is the cracks in the boards.
Can this be an image of what my life is like?
Everything is fine from a distance, but up close it looses its might
This isn't who I grew up to be, what has happened to me
Is this some kind of messed up reality?
I try my best to get to the bathroom
I can't stand up, so I scoot across the floor like a broom
I grip the counter with my last ounce of strength
It almost seems as though my arms don't have the length.
I drag myself up, to peek into the mirror
What I see could be true, it isn't me what-so-ever.
I can't do it anymore, I lose my grip and slide to the ground
All I can do is lay there, in the shape of a human mound.
I hear the key in the lock, I feel that key turn and click
I see everything happening in slow motion, like a cigarette flick
And all I can do is lay there helpless, and just stare in your direction
Will you see me and help me is all I can question.
I feel the slap of your shoes on the floor, as you run
And the next thing I know you have me and saying "hun."
I soon notice that in my arm the quake you have stopped
You were the drug that I needed free this lock.
The feel of your hands in mine is a new sensation each time
Something much better than any rhyme
The smell of you is oh so sweet
Better than any flower that you could find on each street.
I slowly start to feel my strength come back
Lifting me up off the ground, like a car is lifted by a jack
I can feel the love in every work you speak
Holding all of it in, trying so hard not to let any leak.
This is the moment that I know your the one
You've are the girl who made my mind go round and round it spun
Everything in life is going back to the way its supposed to be
And from there I know and you were meant to be with me.
I pick my self up off the floor because now I can stand
I got the nerve to stand up and be a man
Take the courage I need, to be there for the woman I love
And not just be there for a second, like a dove.
The lean in, the slow approach, the soft and gentle kiss
This is all it takes to show that you've brought me bliss
Wraping arms around her, and slowly lead her to the door
Onto the porch we go, cause to show her there is more.
Out there we find the bench swing
Right then and there I know the times right, I kneel and pull out the ring
The look on her face is one of shock
But the sound of her gasp I know her socks I have just rocked.
As the light rain begins to fall, she nods and says yes
For there we sit for a bit, and my lips to hers I do press
Nothing could make either of us more excited, nothing at all
And there we sit, cuddled together just watching the rain fall.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Another Poem, Why not?
So.. Since I haven't really accomplished much in life recently I'd figure I'd write you another poem, its not as happy as the last post, in fact some might find it down right depressing, but hey. We can't be happy all the damn time, myself included.
Watching the beautiful colors in life fade
Removing all that effort I so strongly made
Losing all that I worked for
Like heat escaping out an open door
I race to stop it from going down the drain
But no idea works that comes to my brain
All I can do is sit and watch
As all my hard work turns out to botch
So behind the locked door I sit
With a feeling that no key will ever fit
To unlock the secrets behind lock and key
The only thing between you and the real me
Oh how I hope you find the device to open the magic lock
To rid me of this ever ticking clock
The sound that reminds me of many things I lack
Ever reminding me that I'm not on track
So please rescue me from the dark and dreary place
To let my mind rest from its endless thought race
Removing the ball and chain from my heart and soul
So that my heart no longer beats after you like a fool
Because no matter what I seem to do
To notice me it never seems to be enough for you
I could just be doing everything, even jump in the air
But I would still be less interesting than the fair
So hand over the key to a girl who wants my heart
Who won't throw it in a blender from the very start
A certain somebody who will lay out in the sun
And together we can have lots of fun
So for now I cast out my line
Wait and see if my bait a girl it will find
All I can do now is hope and pray
That my love will soon come my way.
By the way, you can share these if you feel. Or share my blog in general, I don't care. IF you think somebody would like any part of anything, just show it to em.
Watching the beautiful colors in life fade
Removing all that effort I so strongly made
Losing all that I worked for
Like heat escaping out an open door
I race to stop it from going down the drain
But no idea works that comes to my brain
All I can do is sit and watch
As all my hard work turns out to botch
So behind the locked door I sit
With a feeling that no key will ever fit
To unlock the secrets behind lock and key
The only thing between you and the real me
Oh how I hope you find the device to open the magic lock
To rid me of this ever ticking clock
The sound that reminds me of many things I lack
Ever reminding me that I'm not on track
So please rescue me from the dark and dreary place
To let my mind rest from its endless thought race
Removing the ball and chain from my heart and soul
So that my heart no longer beats after you like a fool
Because no matter what I seem to do
To notice me it never seems to be enough for you
I could just be doing everything, even jump in the air
But I would still be less interesting than the fair
So hand over the key to a girl who wants my heart
Who won't throw it in a blender from the very start
A certain somebody who will lay out in the sun
And together we can have lots of fun
So for now I cast out my line
Wait and see if my bait a girl it will find
All I can do now is hope and pray
That my love will soon come my way.
By the way, you can share these if you feel. Or share my blog in general, I don't care. IF you think somebody would like any part of anything, just show it to em.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Ignored for so long, but not any longer!
I know that I have neglected this blog over the past while, especially the summer. And for that I am sorry blog and fellow blog readers. So since I can't really think of a good topic to write on, I'm just going to write a poem. Its not going to be anything of ridiculously good quality, but its what I've got. You can give you feed back if you want, or sit in silence. your choice. Just don't be hatin' (okay a little hate is okay, just not like a whale portion of hate.)
The sound of the rain as it pours from the sky
Glimmering as it reflects off her eye
Making her face look so soft and pure
Softer than even rabbits fur
The gentle look on her face
Is one that I'll never be able to erase
I just wish she'd turn to look at me
for then my mind would be set free
I'd tell her all the things I've wanted say
To make her world more blue than grey
To show her how I really feel
But my love for her inside me behind a seal
So here I stand looking deep into her eyes
Wanting to say these things so bad I could cry
But here I stand in silence just looking
As the rain down the pane keeps rolling
Just when I had about given up
Into my my eyes she does look
A connection so simple, but so strong
Is one that I wish could last all night long
And almost like a summers dream
or somebodies cruel evil scheme
Into me she learns and wraps her arms around tight
So gripped on so she doesn't lose the life fight
For in this moment I could stay forever
Stay in the dream like an endless river
But I wake up just in time
So as not to end this ride
I reach around and hold her close
So that we are almost nose to nose
A moment so surreal
I can't believe that this is for real.
Almost as if she was trying to make my heart burst
In this moment she has me so immersed
A simple lean in and our lips touch
There is no way this is happening, its all to much
She takes a moment and smiles
A smile so great I would have walked a million miles
From there we take a seat at the window
and spend the rest of the day snuggled up as a duo
The sound of the rain as it pours from the sky
Glimmering as it reflects off her eye
Making her face look so soft and pure
Softer than even rabbits fur
The gentle look on her face
Is one that I'll never be able to erase
I just wish she'd turn to look at me
for then my mind would be set free
I'd tell her all the things I've wanted say
To make her world more blue than grey
To show her how I really feel
But my love for her inside me behind a seal
So here I stand looking deep into her eyes
Wanting to say these things so bad I could cry
But here I stand in silence just looking
As the rain down the pane keeps rolling
Just when I had about given up
Into my my eyes she does look
A connection so simple, but so strong
Is one that I wish could last all night long
And almost like a summers dream
or somebodies cruel evil scheme
Into me she learns and wraps her arms around tight
So gripped on so she doesn't lose the life fight
For in this moment I could stay forever
Stay in the dream like an endless river
But I wake up just in time
So as not to end this ride
I reach around and hold her close
So that we are almost nose to nose
A moment so surreal
I can't believe that this is for real.
Almost as if she was trying to make my heart burst
In this moment she has me so immersed
A simple lean in and our lips touch
There is no way this is happening, its all to much
She takes a moment and smiles
A smile so great I would have walked a million miles
From there we take a seat at the window
and spend the rest of the day snuggled up as a duo
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